Hello lovely people! Yesterday I visited the Dartmouth Hitchcock CF center, so I just wanted to give a little update on that. Plus I'm away from pretty much all my makeup supplies till Sunday so I know I won't be posting a look until at least Sunday evening. Anyway, the hospital was beautiful. When you walk through the main entrance there is someone playing the piano like it's the freakin' Ritz or something. There are not just one, but two separate wings that are literally called "north mall," and "south mall." The care team there is really dedicated to the disease and even after only one visit, they have already given my care plan changes that I don't think my team at Childrens would ever do. That is all I really wanted. To stop this nightmare of repeating the same treatment over and over again. I call it a nightmare because when everyone is so occupied by one plan, I know nobody is trying to come up with something new that could actually improve my condition. The treatments themselves are a breeze. I just don't think I could do them that far away from all the amazing people in my support system. But I know a change is long overdue. Plus, I won't be that far and I'm sure Jonathan and mom will be there no matter what. I have better options when it comes to scheduling my impatient stays at Dartmouth anyway. Ok that was a lot of CF, I need a break. We went from New Hampshire to my grandmother's house in Bethel Vermont. Yes, that is a real place. It's really pretty creepy too, it looks like the shell of an abandoned town here. I don't sleep well here. When I was in third grade I was here during a break in and I just have never really felt completely safe here since. It's ok though because now I have Netflix to keep me company on these sleepless nights. Tomorrow my mom and I will go to my grandfather's gravesite. It's important to visit him but I know it makes my mom sad. His death was unexpected and even though it was years ago, it still effects her to this day. My mom is my rock. If it were up to me, she would never hurt over anything. I would do all her hurting for her. I love you mom!!!
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**New beauty posts going up early next week so stay tuned**
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