I can't believe it's been nearly a week since I last updated you all! This was partly because instead of burrowing in my bedroom when I got home from the hospital, I focused on trying to go out. I figured what's the point of being out if you aren't going to go enjoy the world. Plus it was really fun and easy without anyone else at home beside mom and me. I've been focused on spending time out of the house, especially since the weather is so nice. This week I really want to try to get up to our cottage on Lake Winnipesaukee in New Hampshire. The place is so cute and I have some of the best memories of my life up there, but it isn't exactly the best place to be doing sterile IV antibiotics. After I get deaccessed and I don't have to worry about a strict and sterile med schedule, the lake will be perfect. Plus, I'll be able to swim, which is a must up there in the heat of the day. Jonathan is going to come to, which is awesome because it's such a huge part of life and I feel like he will finally get to experience it with me! Although it has been a fun few days with Mom, this was the first year I didn't spend the fourth up there. The lake is amazing on fourth. I missed the parade and the fireworks under the stars on the boat. The only somewhat awkward part is that our neighbor up there also happens to be my ex-boyfriend. It wouldn't be as hard for me if he hadn't been the first person I fell in love with, and my first. This summer though, I'm not worried. I'm so in love and happy right now I could really care less that he is right down the street. I do wish he would quit trying be besties with my little sisters, but he wasn't exactly the master of social situations so I think he simply just doesn't understand why it would make me uncomfortable that he hangs around with my little sisters. I really don't care if he even does that. The lake from now on is going to be my place. I'm not going to pay attention to anything anyone else is doing when I'm up there. Just take the time to focus on me and on Jonathan when he comes up. After everything this year has thrown at me, I'm determined to relax this summer, I'm going to need it with college coming up.
🌺MAGGIE BABSON 🌺
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