So yet again I'm back in my notebook, of course, the one day my online class starts up is the day Verizon has an outage in my area. I swear I am a walking example of murphy's law. I'm just gonna try and reframe that shit though. I love my pen and paper. Physically writing makes me feel closer to the words. It's just a pain in the ass to have to type it all out later on. Besides, there isn't a whole lot going on for me right now. I'm just trying to focus on things that bring me joy now that I have some time off from my mental illness treatment. There is, however, a new guy in my life. I've been thinking about going through my blog to get rid of all my old content that has my ex in it. I don't want to though. Don't get me wrong, that shit hurt worse than any emotional pain I've ever felt, but it also taught me so many lessons. That time meant something to me and I will never forget it. It over, but it still matters. Surviving it is a part of my story now. The chapter is over but it's still a part of the book. I'm ready to leave it behind but I can't make it disappear and I don't want to. My life has changed so much in the last few months. I never would've thought id be where I am today, but everything that has happened has taught me so much about love, life, me as a person, the world. One thing is for sure though, this new guy in my life has taught me that I don't know as much as I thought I did. He came crashing in and made me realize that I don't have everything figured out the way I thought I did. One thing I know for sure is that I am excited to figure it all out again. Anyway, I'm off to a port access. Stay safe everyone!
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