I'm in a mood today. Everyone pissed me off just by existing. I get to go home tomorrow. I'm scared to go home because every time I do and things start to feel like they might be falling into place...I get sick again. I do want out...I just don't want to come back. I wanted to write about having CF while I was here but I realized pretty quick that not much happens here. It's just a lot of waiting and watching and adjusting. I did get a CAT scan though, which was fun because that happens to be my favorite scan. How sad is that? I have a favorite scan. Anyway, I'm bored of talking about CF, everyone that comes into this room just wants to talk about CF. When I get home tomorrow, it will just be me and my mom at the house. Which is perfect given that my dad and sister have been a little at odds recently. My dad is wonderful. Quirky and occasionally offensive? yes, but still wonderful. That being said, he is fucking terrible at parenting teenage girls. He and I have had a VERY bumped road, to say the least, and we are still working on our relationship, but I thought having gone through it with me, he would do things differently this time. Instead, I see him heading down the same path. I'm going to sign off for now, but I will update once I'm home and maybe by then I'll have something actually interesting to say.
🌺MAGGIE 🌺
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