Hey guys! I haven't done a normal life update post in bit and so I thought why not! Today is my fiancé's 24th birthday, we both had the realization that by the time the wedding happens next year he will be 25 and officially in his mid twenties which neither of us can believe. Since meeting him it feels like life has been a crazy whirlwind. He has had a fantastic day playing video games to his hearts content and a lovely dinner out thanks to his dad (sushi really is my kryptonite). It also feels important to write today because I had a hard experience with a close friend who struggles with borderline personality disorder as well. They were really struggling earlier and so I just want to remind everyone to reach out to someone they love if they are struggling. I am so glad to have this outlet to speak through and it reminded me how great I feel when I write and get things out of my jam packed brain.
Anyway, I am working at getting my license for my travel styling business and that has been harder then I imagined but hopefully not impossible. It hasn't been easy but I have a lot of good options. School is going amazing though so that really helps. Somehow I am maintaining a 4.0 GPA and the honor role so school really does feel like cake right now. I can only hope it continues through the math classes I have to take for my marketing minor. C's get degrees right? Plus with all the hard work I've been doing I can't imagine that my grades will take too hard of a hit even if I'm struggling. Or maybe they will I honestly have no idea. Right now I'm hoping to score a day job to help supplement our income while Adrian may not get paid through his VA benefits if he can't get a seat in a summer class. Finding both of our ways and our calling has been really difficult. We have been feeling quite lost in our household lately but I finally realized that as long as me and him (and Peter) are together nothing else matters to me. I found the person who makes me want to wake up in the morning and finally start letting go of my cynical mentality. I am so serious when I say me and him would be happy living in a cardboard box on the street. Of course, we each have our issues, but I think that's what makes us work. We can work ourselves because we work so well together we almost never have to think about it and in the end we up making improvements to ourselves that make our relationship even better. I hope everyone can find what we have but the sad truth is I don't think everyone does. My hope for the future is we keep this magic we have created safe and continue to foster it and help it grow. It's beautiful and I honestly wish everyone got to experience it.
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